Doing something I'd never really bothered to do before. Contemplating my mortality. But, I bet a lot of people are, so I'm in good company there. Get as much rest as you can. You don't need to make yourself collapse.
Don't contemplete it too much. I think you'll be just fine - In fact, I'd bet on it.
I'm just doing what all our Healers are doing. It's not right for me to do any less than they are. It's the Damage Drain people I feel the worst for. I've got it easy compared to them.
Some of them are masochists. They probably appreciate the feeling that they're giving of themselves. And don't worry about it. It's not a bad thing to think about... just new to me.
I can understand that feeling a little to be honest - Frankly, I'd feel pretty guilty if everything was hunky-dory on my end while my friends and allies were out there fighting and dying. I guess I'm just hard wired that way.
I hope he's alright. I met up with Hanako yesterday.
Little fin-face was doing just fine a couple days ago when I saw him. I think I've seen him lurking in the shadows around the arena like a creepy bastard. It's almost painful to watch sometimes. [She snorts out a laugh.]
And it's not entirely bad to be wired like that. A lot of people think that's a good thing, and I'm not one to judge.
Well, I'm glad to know he's alright. I didn't see him in the arena but I've been pretty busy either healing or trying to get some rest.
Heh - and I appreciate that, Samantha. The not judging part. Thanks. It actually feels like I'm being of a decent amount of use.. so... It's nice in a way.
You're an advanced healer. That alone makes you prized with them. They need all the advanced healers they can get. With the help of a few lenders or transfers, you guys can actually do a lot of good, though I'll bet you'll feel exhausted soon enough if not already.
Beleive me. Exhaustion has hit me more than once already. Still, my supply of meds is holding out and so long as I take a break and drink something every so often, I'm back in the game quicker than I thought was possible.
Good. Don't take any of my stamina boosters. I'm not sure if that stuff will overclock your heart, alright? It's magic, and the types of stamina we have is more magical energy... but I don't like the risk.
I understand and I think that's probably a good idea. But the fact that you're going to be able to avoid doing or saying anything like... the last few times. I mean, that's got to be a weight off your shoulders.
Honestly, I'd leave her be until everything has settled down if we get to that point. I'm proud of how well she's handled everything so far, really. She's been working to make barriers to help keep shelters and the hospital safe.
Actually, when I say things are better between us... I mean a lot better. I guess... well. We're a couple now.
[He wasn't going to go into the thing with Karu - That whole situation weighed on him still. Hopefully there was a peaceful or at least amicable ending to it.]
No... not really, but you worried a whole hell of a lot about what she thought of you, a little more than a friend might. It sort of clicked you 'might' have had a thing for her, maybe a little. It's not like you really give off the raging romantic vibe.
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Date: 2012-11-14 06:44 am (UTC)You doing ok, Hisao?
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Date: 2012-11-14 08:31 pm (UTC)One person isn't going to save the world here.
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Date: 2012-11-17 01:31 am (UTC)I'm just doing what all our Healers are doing. It's not right for me to do any less than they are. It's the Damage Drain people I feel the worst for. I've got it easy compared to them.
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Date: 2012-11-17 01:55 am (UTC)Think I'm going to track down Eridan later.
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Date: 2012-11-17 02:43 am (UTC)I hope he's alright. I met up with Hanako yesterday.
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Date: 2012-11-17 02:54 am (UTC)And it's not entirely bad to be wired like that. A lot of people think that's a good thing, and I'm not one to judge.
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Date: 2012-11-17 03:35 am (UTC)Heh - and I appreciate that, Samantha. The not judging part. Thanks. It actually feels like I'm being of a decent amount of use.. so... It's nice in a way.
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Date: 2012-11-18 12:00 am (UTC)....Haha, like I need to use that line with you! Sorry. That's kind of your business right there.
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Date: 2012-11-18 12:15 am (UTC)Speaking of prevention... the tea I've been working on worked. They locked me up, but she didn't come out.
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Date: 2012-11-18 01:18 am (UTC)But it is an improvement, yeah.
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Date: 2012-11-18 04:37 am (UTC)yes and no. The things I did still haunt me, and there will always be the fear that one of these days something might go wrong.
...but it is an improvement, yes.
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Date: 2012-11-18 05:17 am (UTC)I need to make peace with Karuika before I bother to speak to his friends.
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Date: 2012-11-18 06:10 pm (UTC)Actually, when I say things are better between us... I mean a lot better. I guess... well. We're a couple now.
[He wasn't going to go into the thing with Karu - That whole situation weighed on him still. Hopefully there was a peaceful or at least amicable ending to it.]
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Date: 2012-11-18 06:13 pm (UTC)Are you now? I'd say that's about time from what little you said before. Good.
And don't worry... I'm not going to her for a while yet, assuming we're still here. There's... no rush here.
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Date: 2012-11-19 01:24 am (UTC)[He thought he was doing an OK job of being stoic on the matter. Obviously not!]
Yeah, that's true. There really isn't. We still don't know which way things will go, after all.
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