... You said you would... protect me, and that... that hurt me, because that meant you were like all those people who... only feel sorry for me, who think that I'm not capable of anything without help, who would treat me like a child...
[Quiet words, but sharp with brutal honesty. He asked her to be honest, so... she'll provide it to him.]
Lilly might be just the same, but I love her. I still love her... that's why I can't- I can't think of her that way... I can't. I don't want to hate her... she's a good person...
...
When you showed me your scar... and since then, when we were brought here, you... you sort of changed, and- and it's a positive change. It really is. I didn't... expect it from you, Hisao. I trust you... more than before.
But... but when I talked to Nakama-san, something resurfaced in me, and- I was drunk and I wasn't thinking... maybe it's because she tried to lecture me... I don't know the reason...
You're... not one of those people. I don't want to think of you that way, but sometimes... I can't help it, I- I guess...
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Date: 2012-04-20 02:27 am (UTC)[Quiet words, but sharp with brutal honesty. He asked her to be honest, so... she'll provide it to him.]
Lilly might be just the same, but I love her. I still love her... that's why I can't- I can't think of her that way... I can't. I don't want to hate her... she's a good person...
...
When you showed me your scar... and since then, when we were brought here, you... you sort of changed, and- and it's a positive change. It really is. I didn't... expect it from you, Hisao. I trust you... more than before.
But... but when I talked to Nakama-san, something resurfaced in me, and- I was drunk and I wasn't thinking... maybe it's because she tried to lecture me... I don't know the reason...
You're... not one of those people. I don't want to think of you that way, but sometimes... I can't help it, I- I guess...