[That conversation with Nakama was probably the most hurtful one out of all the crap spread all over that post. She's been blurting it out without thinking- how could she think with alcohol in her system?
No use lying, at this point. He does deserve to know.]
I've used to think that way until I met Lilly.
Because my existence always troubled people since the... incident...
...
Because of that, I was sure that every friend I had would eventually abandon me. It... It happened to me too many times for me to just ignore. It hurt too much, and I reached to the conclusion that... it's my fault. It's because of my scars. It's me, not them.
You and Lilly are the only ones that I feel the closest to, and I do trust you to an extent, but...
[It's hard to say this, and she's sure it's going to hurt him- but...]
Do you remember that time at the bar? When... we played with the pool?
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Date: 2012-04-20 02:02 am (UTC)[That conversation with Nakama was probably the most hurtful one out of all the crap spread all over that post. She's been blurting it out without thinking- how could she think with alcohol in her system?
No use lying, at this point. He does deserve to know.]
I've used to think that way until I met Lilly.
Because my existence always troubled people since the... incident...
...
Because of that, I was sure that every friend I had would eventually abandon me. It... It happened to me too many times for me to just ignore. It hurt too much, and I reached to the conclusion that... it's my fault. It's because of my scars. It's me, not them.
You and Lilly are the only ones that I feel the closest to, and I do trust you to an extent, but...
[It's hard to say this, and she's sure it's going to hurt him- but...]
Do you remember that time at the bar? When... we played with the pool?