seventeenpills | Hisao's Inbox. (Asgard

I understand and I think that's probably a good idea. But the fact that you're going to be able to avoid doing or saying anything like... the last few times. I mean, that's got to be a weight off your shoulders.

[She sighed and laughed.]

yes and no. The things I did still haunt me, and there will always be the fear that one of these days something might go wrong.

...but it is an improvement, yes.

Speaking of improvements, things are much better with Hanako and I.

Hallelujah. That was going to be my next question. I... might speak to her at some point, but not yet.

I need to make peace with Karuika before I bother to speak to his friends.

Honestly, I'd leave her be until everything has settled down if we get to that point. I'm proud of how well she's handled everything so far, really. She's been working to make barriers to help keep shelters and the hospital safe.

Actually, when I say things are better between us... I mean a lot better. I guess... well. We're a couple now.

[He wasn't going to go into the thing with Karu - That whole situation weighed on him still. Hopefully there was a peaceful or at least amicable ending to it.]

[Well, she wouldn't have blamed Karuika for the venom he had for her. But that wasn't really important. Her eyes widened and she grinned.]

Are you now? I'd say that's about time from what little you said before. Good.

And don't worry... I'm not going to her for a while yet, assuming we're still here. There's... no rush here.

Eheh - It's about time? Was I that transparent before?

[He thought he was doing an OK job of being stoic on the matter. Obviously not!]

Yeah, that's true. There really isn't. We still don't know which way things will go, after all.

No... not really, but you worried a whole hell of a lot about what she thought of you, a little more than a friend might. It sort of clicked you 'might' have had a thing for her, maybe a little. It's not like you really give off the raging romantic vibe.

[He couldn't help laughing at her words.]

Haha! Raging Romantic? No! No, not at all. There's not much that would be called 'raging' about me and certainly not that aspect. But you're rigjht. I've cared about her that way for a long time. Since before coming here. Though, I'm glad I wasn't too overt about it. It would have been weird to find out people had guessed before I was able to say anything.

Heh, well we've also talked about stuff related to this a little, so that probably has a part in all this. I kind of doubt you talk about these things often.

No, not really. You might not guess it to look at me but I've always been a bit shy about this stuff.

[He's kidding about the 'you might not guess it to look at me' part. Hopefully that comes through and he doesn't sound vain.]

Perish the thought! [Hear that sarcasm? Yeah, she caught the joke.] I never would have noticed you were such a humble soul in a million years, Hisao. It's news to me.

Well, there you have it. I'm glad you were sitting down before I'd said anything - I would have felt somewhat responsible had you fallen over from the shock and done yourself harm.

{He actually does a pretty good deadpan when he gets into it.]

Yeah, gotta keep my health up before I go seeing Eridan. That whole kismesis thing's violent, you know? And besides, you've got more important things than to heal me up after a fall on my ass.

Good luck with seeing him - Hopefully everyone has had enough fighting and you guys can just relax a little bit before any... Kismesis stuff happens.

[He wasn't entirely sure if he was either pronouncing or using that word correctly.]

... there wont' be much relaxing. He and I need to talk about some things, Hisao. But... hopefully we can talk.

[Trust her. She's as clueless as he is. She hasn't really started using the word until today.]

Good luck with that. All joking aside, my offer of healing still stands if things go... um.. that way.

... we'll keep it mild this time. With the fighting we can't afford otherwise, but I'll call you if I need it one of these days, assuming... you know.

[You have set yourself up for one of the most awkward conversations imaginable, Hisao.]

Alright. That works.

I'll catch you later, Samantha. Thanks for checking in!

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